it is no easy thing to find a friend along the way, i mean the friend whose smile extends, beyond a single day... who has a word of praise, for everything you do & when misfortune turns the tide, is still a friend to you. the kind of friend whose attitude is never dark or cold. but who is always loyal & who has a heart of gold.
-James J. Metcalfe


life is full of people who will make you laugh, cry, smile until your face hurts, and so happy that you think you'll burst. but the ones who leave their footprints on your soul are the ones that keep your life going.
-Nathalie Bernot

Sunday, April 06, 2008

i'm been feeling scared lately. scared of everything. but because i've always been pushing this fear away, i feel uneasy now.

i've been thinking about that a lot. i guess it'll never go away. part of my life had been changed, permanently. i wonder if this is the start of depression, again. but nevertheless, i do try to stay happy.

for example, being high during sectionals. everyone in chamber now thinks that i'm mad. oh nooo. but at least i'm beginning to enjoy myself in sectionals only. i'm still scared of the conductor. :/ and because of concert, we are having intensive practice, which is really tiring.

so yes. TJC Chamber Ensemble Concert is coming up on the 2nd of May. 7.30pm at NAFA Lee Foundation Theatre. Tickets are at $12. please come! get tickets from me alright. (:

i'm really appreciating weekends nowadays. though school has really been stressful and tiring, i guess i've gotten used to it. i really do not look forward to adapting to a new environment in canada, if i really do go back that is.

my birthday is coming up in two weeks' time. i had been looking forward to it all these while. but i suddenly had a change of mind. i'm going through the same cycle as last year again. i think i'm starting to dread my birthday again. i hope it'll turn out fine. for once, my sister wants to celebrate my birthday with me, cause well, it'll most likely be my last birthday in singapore. and she won't get to celebrate it with me for the next few years, until she goes to canada. ):
and an upsetting fact that there will be one less birthday wish this year.

i'm sorry for the upsetting post. (if it affects you.)

I WANT TO GO TO KOREA. i'm dying to go there again. and yes, for once my sister wants to too. see! last year's trip was a good idea. SO DADDY MOMMY, PRETTY PLEASE? JUNE JUNE? :D let me tour enough of asia first!

[and screw mep practical. i hope i don't have to go for it. it's in the holidays. let me withdraw from school first! let me be accepted by the universities cause i'm dying in mep ): ]

vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!

7:38 AM

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